Weathering Shame by Kevin Mannix and Linda Rota

Weathering Shame by Kevin Mannix and Linda Rota

Kevin Mannix was a very popular, out-going and personable weather man for more than 25 years on Channel 6 in Portland. So it was a very big surprise when he stepped up to tell his story of shame and depression. He first told the story in a TV 6 series which won wide acclaim, along with much praise to Kevin for sharing his story.

Kevin and his wife Linda Rota, both of whom suffered from shame, tell their astonishing stories in a book, Weathering Shame. U.S. Senator Angus King expressed my view when he wrote, on the back cover, “I commend both Linda and Kevin for their willingness to share their very intimate stories. With their combined skills and experiences they make a powerful team in the effort to help others overcome the painful experiences that accompany mental illness and substance abuse within the family. I am grateful that they decided to strengthen the Maine Community by sharing their journey with us.”

Me too Angus. Me too.

Kevin suffered lots of childhood trauma that has significantly impacted his entire life. His father was an abusive alcoholic.  When he was a kid, the family moved 8 times, so he was constantly changing schools. Sometimes they moved in the middle of the night, out of money, his father having spent all of their money on alcohol. All of this left Kevin “with very negative feelings about myself.”

Kevin’s Mom was severely depressed, and in the winter she would stay in bed for days on end. He would take care of her whenever she hid under the covers crying. She spent time in the hospital, received shock treatments, and, he reports, “At one point I counted nineteen prescription bottles on the kitchen table.” He often felt abandoned. “Sometimes even now, I fight the anxiousness that crops up when I am needed to be helpful,” he says. Kevin was married and divorced several times, his life a chaotic mess.

Linda’s Mom was mentally ill and committed suicide by throwing herself in front of a large truck on the highway when Linda was 7 years old. And the stigma surrounding suicide made her afraid, for most of her life that others would find out what her mother did.

“I felt like hiding under a rock whenever the subject of suicide came up in college,” she writes, “and since I studied social work and criminal justice, the subject came up a lot…. I always wondered if I would wind up ill like her and perhaps contemplate taking my life, maybe at age forty, just like her.”

These are two powerful and moving stories, important not just for those who suffer from shame and depression, but for all of us who can learn from Kevin and Linda’s experiences.

George Smith

About George Smith

George stepped down at the end of 2010 after 18 years as the executive director of the Sportsman’s Alliance of Maine to write full time. He writes a weekly editorial page column in the Kennebec Journal and Waterville Morning Sentinel, a weekly travel column in those same newspapers (with his wife Linda), monthly columns in The Maine Sportsman magazine, two outdoor news blogs (one on his website, georgesmithmaine.com, and one on the website of the Bangor Daily News), and special columns for many publications and newsletters. Islandport Press published a book of George's favorite columns, "A Life Lived Outdoors" in 2014. In 2014, George also won a Maine Press Association award for writing the state's bet sports blog. In 2016, Down East Books published George's book, Maine Sporting Camps, and Islandport Press published George and his wife Linda's travel book, Take It From ME, about their favorite Maine inns and restaurants.